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Subject:hmmm havent been here in a while
Time:12:08 pm
yea.. dont really update this anymore.. im back at school.. after a year off... got a new SN
FLUFFYSHEEP626.. same name.. new digits <3
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Current Music:get up kids - she's not the one you want
Subject:more to share
Time:01:03 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] content
LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: this kid ern... who stole the whole freaking bed! well other than me in it last nite =)
x. Saw you cry: i dotn usually let anyone see
x. Made you cry: myself
x. You shared a drink with: i shared a hawaiian punch with damian
x. You went to the movies with: havent been in a really long time
time. i went to matrix on IMAX with adam
x. You went to the mall with: allie =)
x. Yelled at you: my mom.. haha
x. Sent you an email: joesie

HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: i've thought about it but never said it.
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: uhh no
x. Been to New York: i live here.. last time i was in the city.. last weekend..
x. Florida: yep, disney
x. California: yea a while back.. but im movin there this summer.. x. Hawaii: nope but would like to
x. Mexico: nah not yet
x. China: nope
x. Canada: had a chance.. but didn't go
x. Danced naked: wouldn't u like to know..
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: i have that all the time.. deja vu
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: sometimes....
x. Had an imaginary friend: when i was little
x. Things you like in a girl/guy: honesty. and trust
x. Do you have a crush on someone: it may be more than a crush<3.
x. What book are you reading now: yea 2 books: eva luna and La Casa Grande
x. Worst feeling in the world: like youre not good enough... or that you have failed.
x. Future son's name: hmm i like tyler. . but its too soon for that lol
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: i have speedy.. my lil turtle.
x. What's under your bed: shoes
x. Favorite sport to watch: football... or baseball... well the new version with the spikey bats... lol
x. Siblings: nope.
x. Location: long island.
x. College plans: i am in college.. suny new paltz..
x. Piercings/tattoos: eyebrow n ears.. no tats.. yet
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: umm don't think so
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: nope
x. Do you drink:not any more
x. Who is your best friend: hmm allie... but i have a few... neen.. joesie... i have a few.. really close.. good friends.
x. What are you most scared of: being alone
x. What clothes do you sleep in: a wifebeater and pj pants
x. Where do you want to get married: on the beach
x. Who do you really hate: i dont really hate.. i highly dislike one person.. and i don't like how some people act.. but hate.. nah
x. Been in Love: i thought so
x. Do you drive: nah
x. Do you have a job: not while i'm away at school but when i get home i will have 2.
x. Do you like being around people: yeh, its better than being alone.
x. Are you for world peace: yea, as long as too much doesn't get ruined to get it.
x. Are you a health freak: i try to be healthy.. but not always
STUFF
x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: i've liked people that were unavailable..
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yes
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: i have certain traits i go for..
x. Want someone you don't have right now: haha maybe....
x. Are you lonely right now: yeah, i wanna be home.
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: not afraid... i think i could do it.. eventually.
x. Do you want to get married: yea in the future.
x. Do you want kids: yea maybe a few


FAVOURITE
x. Room in house: my room.. once its fixed up
x. Type(s) of music: i like all music.. but mostly emo.. hah cuz i'm always in a whiny mood
x. Band(s):phantom planet
x. Color:green
x. Perfume or cologne: candies...
x. Month: june.. my bday =)

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: dont think so
x. Bought something: food
x. Gotten sick: yea a lil
x. Sang: haha.. to the radio.. in the car
x. Said "I Love You": to friends =)
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yea.. but i hold/held back Met someone new: yea i always meet people.. i'm friendly
x. Talked to someone: yessum
x. Missed someone: yes... i do that all the time...
x. Hugged someone: yep
x. Kissed someone: no comment.. hehe
x. Fought with your parents: nah haven't talked to the 'rents in a while..
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Current Music:yellowcard - firewater
Subject:a look inside... (stolen from myspace)
Time:01:01 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] peaceful
Name: Melly..with a y

Annoying name your mom calls you: farley.. or Mel or... mrs. beasly.. lol.. long story

Birth date: june 26th... i'm a cancer
Birthplace: huntington, long island

Where do you live now: i moved from my grama's house but now i live in an apartment with my mom...

Are you currently in a relationship: i am currrrently seeing whats up with my life.. but if anyone cool comes along... i'm game

Favorite color: green.. and black

One thing you will never eat again: beef jerky.. ew.. lol

Which country in the world has the hottest girls: hmm.. latin women are hott.. and U.S. women are too.. so.. i dunno

What did kids used to/still make fun of you : i was really chubby throughtout school and looked like a lil boy.. lol... still do..

What is one thing that you couldn’t live without: Music and maybe friends..

How long do you usually wait before you have sex with someone: depends.. it is usually a while..til i sense a trust has been established.

Do you like to enjoy the occasional alcoholic beverage: used to

What is your worst habit: i have a nervouse habit of playing with my hair..

Do you think Ca is hot: Ca? as in the state of cali? then yes.. and i plan to move there.. this summer... or next...

How many pets do you have: i have one puppy. he's awesome.

Does your house have carpeting: nah wood floors but i have a rug in my room.

What is the coolest birthday present you’ve ever gotten: i got a fish tank last summer for the turtle i was gonna get.. it was really sweet...

If you had to listen to one cd for the rest of your life which would it be: something corporate - leaving through the window

Do you wear glasses or contacts: i wear both , but contacts more.

Would you rather have a beach house or a cabin in the woods: hmmm i think beach..

There is a bowl of Halloween candy on someone’s porch with a sign that says “Take one!": haha i was in this situation once... i took ALL the candy AND the bowl.. lol i was a lil punk..

Would you ever be in a porn:hmmm maybe if i needed the money lol

What do you want to be when you grow up: i wanna be successful... maybe a teacher or social worker. bartender? dunno...


Do you smoke: NOPE

What is one secret that you’ve never told anyone but you’d be willing to share with your ENTIRE myspace community (come on we’re all friends here): i don't have secrets really... i used to be a big dork in HS. but everyone knows that...

Which do you prefer Blondes or brunettes: hmm i am naturally a brunette but i was once blonde.. but id have to say redheads are sexy..well as chicks.. but guys ... no preference.

Throwing up or having wicked diarrhea: eww i hate throwing up.. but both are pretty bad.. i'd like one or the other.. just not BOTH at the same time :gasp:

Tattoos or piercings: tattoos are hott.. but i have piercings.

Sandals or shoes: hmm i rock the converse but i am a sandal queen come summer time

Baths or showers: baths are cool if u have time.. but i don't soo shower =)

Sex or snuggling: sex ------> snuggling =)

Aquasaurs or Sea Monkeys: aquawhat? i have no clue what those are, but sea monkeys are really cheap.

Super hot sweaty weather or super ball freezing cold weather: hmm I like it hot.. cuz less clothes can be worn, lol... but cold is good too. =)

Paper cuts or really itchy bug bites: hmm i get paper cuts all the time.. but i can't deal with bug bites..

School or work: work... cuz u dont get $$ for goin to school... well not yet

Myspace or AIM: hmmm I have been a fan of AIM and myspace is nice as well.. i think one leads to the other...

Beer or liquor: Liquor...

Have you eveR

Gotten in a car accident: yeah, when i was younger.

Been arrested: yeah, but someone else confessed and i got off.. cuz i was innocent.

Hooked up with someone in a band: YEA but then they turned out to be not so cool... or we just want different things.. i guess..

Failed a class: haha yeah. i was failing some class up here at college but i dropped that shit lol.

Punched someone: yeah. in the cafeteria at school.

Ripped someone's underwear while giving them a wedgie: umm nope

Had your underwear ripped while receiving a wedgie: don't think so.. lol

Been bit by a snake: nah

At any point in your life known all the words to an Ace of Base song: hell yeah. i was the biggest ace of base fan back in the day... wait .. i still am lol

Killed something: umm yea.. i try not to remember that..

Cheated on a boyfriend or girlfriend: nah.. but i've been cheated on..
Done drugs: yeah, but i don't do that no more

Practiced kissing on your hand: haha no

Cried because you were happy: yep

Done a cartwheel: i've tried before but never successful.

Had to go to the emergency room: yessum

Had a crush on one of your teachers: i've had cute subs in my days of schooling.. but nothin major..

Who is The coolest person you’ve ever met: i've met many a cool people.. but never THE coolest... person.. yet

Your favorite family member: my cousin matt.. we can talk music. and he's way cool.
Your idol: my grandpa was someone i looked/look up to... or my mom..

The sexiest man alive: hmmm.. dunno
The biggest drunk you know: my mom.. lol.. well was..

The last person you kissed: haha.. no comment.

The last person who’s myspace profile you looked at : this dude mike... he is awesome and knows my friends band..

The coolest person on myspace: almost everyone on here is cool.... but i'd say me! lol

The last person in the world you’d want to see right now: hmm i like to see everyone... but i can think of one girl....

Your favorite childhood story character: hmm i used to love the berenstein bears.. i had action figures and everything hehe...
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Current Music:jon sills - kissable
Subject:sooo....
Time:01:35 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] contemplative
Haven't written here in a while... mad drama these days for some close frieds of mine.. i don't like gettin in the middle so i don't =Þ but they know I am here for them.... also... i want a boy to call my own... i want a boy to respond to my signals that aren't mixed and send me a sign that they are up for the challenge which is me </3
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Subject:next attempt
Time:05:09 pm
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I am Jack's imflamed sense of rejection.


I am Jack's...? (pertaining to Fight Club)
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Current Music:eisley - marvelous things
Subject:wow
Time:04:50 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] crappy
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I am Jack's broken heart.


I am Jack's...? (pertaining to Fight Club)
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Subject:hey
Time:01:33 pm
hey
hey


which MOVIELIFE song are you?
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Current Music:big blue sea by Bob Schneider
Subject:this is cool...
Time:03:10 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] creative
Melly and Jon
  • Will never conceive all super-girls.
  • Enjoy it when they take long walks for the foreseeable future.
  • Are rumoured to be behind a food poisoning ring.
Orchestrated by ianiceboy
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Current Music:postal service - nothing better
Subject:almost the weekend
Time:02:30 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] horny
haha current mood horny lol not really just funny that it is a choice.
I cannot wait for the weekend to be here. I have so much work and school catchin up to do and all i do is waste away the day... I'm sittin here bout to watch Anything Else with Christina Ricci n Jason Biggs. Hope it is good.. and i can't wait to watch The Nightmare Before Christmas this weekend =). umm yea.. so much for not having a journal again... lol.. ahh it's cool =)

leave me some <3
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Current Music:blink 182 - what went wrong
Subject:damn
Time:12:47 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] annoyed
Man. i have such a wicked headache.. its been goin on for like 3days.. and i think im gettin addicted to caffeine-added excedrin which isnt good... i dont do school work.. prolly gonna fail my tests tomorrow.. but whatever.. i dont seem to give a shit.. ive fallen into a funk.. and i cant get out...
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Current Music:requiem for a dream - summer overture
Subject:so I think i am fuckin up this semester...
Time:12:53 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] pessimistic
I have soo much work to do with classes and keeping up with future assignments and everything.. and what do i do? I go away on the weekends and don't do any work or anything productive.. yea mel, real smart... I don't even know why i stayed if i am not going to work for anything... I really just want to be home or just be with people.. i feel so empty these days... like my heart is hollow.. and when it feels full it is the most amazing feeling but when all the life is sucked out of it... it is the most intense pain... i know that sounds really like.. sad and emo-ish.. lol but that is what i feel. Anyway.. have you ever felt emotionally drained? like emotionally as well as physically exhausted? liek you just want to turn off your brain and everything for a while.. and put shit on hold.. but u can't if things were simple than there wouldnt be drama.. and drama is what makes the world go around.. well not my world...

ahh fuck it... i can't write anymore.


nite.
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Current Music:brand new - flying at tree level
Subject:So I have been thinking....
Time:01:28 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] restless
I just straightened the hairs.. and am doin a lil laundry...gettin ready for the weekend... hope all goes well... I have been contemplating my purpose as a person as well as a gurl... like I try to get all prettyful for things but I have just as much fun unshowered and scrubbily dressed.. like today for example.. Joes, adam and I went to the mall and had tons of fun.. It was a good time... a good time that I have needed to have here at school for a loooong time... I am still considering not comin back.. but no definites yet... well.. I am just taking it one day at a time..
so that is it for now.. no one is online or in my room and I am kinda lonely and not really homesick but.. people sick.. i think i am a clingy person as much as i am antisocial.. but its just cuz its hard for me to see the genuine-ness in people when all i used to be subjected to was fake fucks... well anyway... I am content now. having ranted and raved... =)

~we all have sizeable scars~
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Current Music:deatcab for cutie - sound of settling
Subject:yea..
Time:01:17 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] contemplative
Ummm.. yea..
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Subject:horror-scope
Time:11:39 am
Cancer Daily Horoscope


Your connection with others will be especially strong today, dear Cancer, and you will find yourself in an important nurturing role. Re-connect with your mother and let her know what your feelings are for her. Curl up with loved ones tonight and surprise someone with a romantic gesture. Try something new and unconventional. Your feelings may be strong and erratic. There may be periods in the day when you just feel like pulling back into your protective shell. If this is the case, do so.
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Subject:Woah.. sexual candies..
Time:01:54 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] flirty
Fuck Me



Your Candy Heart is "Fuck Me"


When people say V-day is romantic, they're not wrong.

It's just that you're idea of romance is doing it all night long.

So screw the dinner, the cards, and the roses.

You'll show love by doing it in many poses.



What Naughty Candy Heart Are You?

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Current Music:Lost Prophets "Last Train Home"
Subject:Here I am.
Time:12:51 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] bouncy
Answer these please..
01. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
02. How long have you known me?
03. When and how did we first meet?
04. What was your first impression?
05. Do you still think that way about me now?
06. What do you think my weakness is?
07. Do you think I'll get married?
08. What makes me happy?
09. What makes me sad?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Do you think I could kill someone?
15. Describe me in one word.
16. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
17. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
18. Are you going to put this on your live journal and see what I say about you?
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